Bleh

What do you do, when two people you love have been bringing you down? What do you do when you want to talk to them but whenever you try to talk to them about something serious they get offended? What do you do when if you do manage to work up the courage to talk to them, they just make fun of you for it at a later date? What if when you're at your most sincere, they still find a way to mock you? What do you do when you feel terrible for writing this, but don't know how to approach it better?

Gah, I've been feeling so off lately, so... outside myself, and on top of that I've gotten zero sleep (that's an exaggeration, I've gotten four hours the past 3 nights), and my self-esteem is literally in the gutter. I just feel like absolute and utter crap and I hate it. I hate winter. I hate just, gah, whatever. *Sigh* Videos will be up later, and so will pics from the Senior Party.